being human

I have been thinking about how I see evil. I came to the conclusion that the absolute effort of behaving is useless. The martyr is willing to give his whole self in torture to feel as a role model. He mutilates his desires and tames the beast.

Life rules in a different way, our behavior is more animal, quite basic and unleashed.

I should free myself to experience what I want to feel. Guilt is not a constraint, risk is the real limit.