Being there

I find myself behind an invisible wall
Way too far away
from the reality I want to live
People around me
Appear and disappear

I don.t get involved
Or I get too compromised
I forget
I get bored
I seemed to complex or unchallenging
There is no equilubrium, just extremes

People run away or want be to be something I am not

I just want it simple
We met, we chat, we know each other
What ever it evolves to,
it just has to grow because both are into it

Stalking has to be a both way adventure, neither way is pathetic and disturbing.