38

in one hour I become 38. Hard, I am alone, after a divorce. I feel I haven.t ever been loved.. and because of my Cptsd I feel I won.t ever find the One. I was married to a guy that was in the autistic spectrum, so we deal with my anxiety simply ignoring it, until I exploded when I had a miscarriage. I decided to love myself but sometimes it is not enough. I have been abused all mylife, I feel safe alone.. I really don.t believe in unconditional affection from men as Lisbeth Salander agreed with me.

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