The valley of death

The 3 years are gone and I  am start again the clock. Its a great jump to the past, but it is not backwards. I just twisted my way to face what I escaped. Its challenging, it seems dense, but the future requires this task again. I am puzzled, as I am in total darkness, as the abyss of death feels so close. I hope I can energize the jump, as a really calculated stunt and get to the other side stronger, as I fly over the dread and reach the higher ground I always dream of.