morning walk

 I have terrible insomnia with the feeling that I have to burn the house down. Just discovered him on their room. Drunk, despicable, almost demonic. I just walked back to my room. Their destiny is sealed with another secret. He is a saint, a great heroe, my love. I better just go for my morning walk and forget what happened. Nothing to see here.They won't remember a thing, they were sleeping. Their nightmare complaining is lack of devotion for their father.